how to make a bed feel like home

masturbate to a corny tumblr video
of women loving women
because men seem gross to you
eat sandwiches in it
swipe the crumbs from the sheets
and still end up being tickled by a teeny tiny bit of bread crust by night
drink a cup of tea in it
spill a bit of the tea
mark your territory
bring a real good book
doomscroll instead of reading it
then end up devouring every page of it
falling asleep whilst the bedside lamp is still on
the book as your sleep companion

let the warmth of the sun wake you up in it
get drunk and try to drift in a dizzy sleep in it
have a hangover
cure the hangover
by watching your favourite series in it
„tell jesus, the b*** is back“
as an initiation rite to your holy sheets
have an orgasm in it again
find your rhythm
love yourself in it
allow yourself to not love every day in it
let yourself cry out loud
press your face against the linen of your pillow
simply the most intimate version of yourself
let your bed see what nobody else will.
all your dark nights and good mornings
and everything that comes inbetween.